I Thought I Lost My Daughter
This morning, I dreamt that I lost my daughter during a train ride. I was with her initially but somehow we were separated at one point. I alighted at a station but she was still on the train and it moved off before I could try to reach her. I vividly remember her sitting on the seat wearing a white floral long-sleeve top with pink pants. I tried to find any SMRT officers on duty on the platform but to no avail so I went down to the control station to seek help. After the officers made some calls, apparently I will have to wait for about 2 to 4 months for the same train to turn back with my daughter in it. I remember making a huge fuss because everything they said didn’t make any sense but I was told that there was nothing else they could do for me.
In the dream, I felt so helpless and it’s like the whole world just ended for me. I cannot bear the thought of losing my children. It is not a grief that I would want to experience. I’d ask Him to take me away first but on second thought, who is going to look after them and care for them like I did? I know my husband will do a great job fathering them but they would still be a parent short.
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